Writer, Producer and Director

Our launching group met on Sunday for the March launch, and once again, my journey deserves a title of its own for this post.  Before I go into the details, I want to mention that everyone in the group has noticed a definite upswing in the amount of positive and good feeling energy on the planet in the last week or so.  As we did not take the time to delve into this any further, we don’t know the origin of it.  This positive energy seems to waft in from time to time like a fragrant spring breeze and is quite enjoyable to experience. 

As always, an intent needs to be set before each person launches.  The intent for my launch was to contact and merge with my Eternal Essence.  A tall order indeed!  After my group sent me up and out, I floundered a bit with nothing in particular happening.  In the back of my mind I kept thinking that any second my Eternal Essence would come floating up to me and take me on a grand journey.  This part of me would look a lot like I do except appear to be more “cosmic”.

Ha!! Silly me. It wasn’t until the real action started that I realized that my Eternal Essence exists in the “everywhere and everywhen” of the Quantum Field.  It has no shape or form other than what I may choose to give it and that would be very limiting indeed. 

As the journey proceeded, visions and sensations of all sorts flashed before me.  I experienced being all races that exist in our universe; human, humanoid and non-human, including the experiences of the totality of their embodiments.  I then went on to embody all planets, stars and galaxies, and eventually our whole universe.  Everything went by so fast and I could feel my cellular memory taking it all in to be accessed later if need be.

I was then directed to go to the micro level and experience all sentient life forms on earth such as the plants, animals and everything in between.  Then came the mineral kingdoms.  The structure of the consciousness of the gems, stones and various elements is always fascinating to me.  I am intensely interested in how the huge multi-ton megalithic stones at the ancient sites were moved, carved and put into place.  My theory in a nutshell is that evolved earth humans of that era were able to merge their consciousness with a particular stone, levitate it and soften and lighten it up so that it could be carved to a specific shape.  They then floated the stone to its location and dropped it into place.  These ancient ones were consciously immersed in the quantum field all of the time and felt no separation between themselves and the stones that they were using to build with. 

After embodying and experiencing the kingdoms of this planet, I was guided back up into the cosmos to a place where I was looking down on the great arena of the 4^th dimension.  I asked (myself) why this whole scenario had been created.  What I was told was that hanging out in the upper dimensions for eons had become quite boring for all of our aspects that exist there.  I chuckled!  Our evolutionary process had stalled, and we needed some action.  So we created this very interesting way of livening up the action, accelerating our progress and evolving through to our next projects. What a fun and interesting challenge we would have by locking ourselves up and then devising an appropriate escape plan! 

I have said this in many ways many times before.  We are all both the creator and the creation at the same time.  We engineered the creation of the grand arena of the 4^th dimension for a whole host of reasons.  We all are not only the writers of this grand drama, but the producers and directors as well.  On top of that, we are the actors in the drama, as we take on multiple parts as aspects of self existing all at the same time in the many different realms of this arena.  Talk about acceleration!  As George Kavassilas has also said, “It’s not about original sin, it’s about original intent.  Own it!”   By owning our creation and acknowledging our intent, we can then be the change that we wish to see in the world. 

What I have written here is just a glimpse into what I experienced in my two 6 minute launchings.  I absorbed it all in a very short time which mostly bypassed my analytical brain.  I did however keep intending that my cellular memory take in all of the information I was getting.  It is there in storage until I need to use it in some way.

After the others in the group had left, I took a walk on the irrigation ditch road near my house to get some air and sun and integrate the whole experience.  There was an emotional moment when I realized that the lowly dirt that I was walking on was me.  I was walking on me.  It gave the phrase “walking in someone else’s shoes” a whole new meaning. 

Sorting Out Parts

Today’s post is a follow up to the previous one on energy extraction.  That post dealt with the larger picture of how our energy is extracted on levels far beyond what we are aware of in our conscious reality.  I’d like to bring this whole issue into a more concrete form and give you some tools to use to bring back your energy from people that you have become entangled with.   

When we become energetically entangled with another person, it is always the result of a belief on either a conscious or unconscious level that we are not whole and need to attach to another to complete ourselves.  Please read the whole post on this subject.  Unfortunately, this is commonly how your everyday 3D relationships are constructed.  These could be between romantic or business partners, spouses, friends, relatives or even between you and your favorite dry cleaner!  Where there is an expectation of any kind, the attachment and ensuing entanglement is bound to follow.

Once that attachment is created, energy flows back and forth between the 2 parties.  This is not only the positive energy, but the heavy negative energy as well.  According to each person’s needs and expectations, the end result is an imbalance of “who gets what” in any interaction.  Because we live in a world of polarities, one person ends up with more energetic resources, and the other ends up with less.  That’s just the way it seems to be. 

Not only does heavy and light energy flow back and forth, aspects of a person can be given to the other or aspects of the other can be taken from them.  A classic example from years ago would be the tradition of letting the husband take care of all of the finances, pay the bills and balance the checkbook.  It wasn’t an issue of whether the wife couldn’t or didn’t know how to do this.  It just wasn’t her role in the marriage.  She entrusted her husband with that part of herself that may have had this ability.  If she became widowed after many years of marriage, this ability would have been very difficult to recover energetically. 

In an evolved relationship, each person strives to be whole and complete within themselves.  The energetic interactions do not leave a deficit on either side. They look more like the merging and then separating of globes of energy with each globe remaining whole and intact. This is a true interaction of the hearts and core essence of equals. 

Here is the process for sorting out and retrieving your energetic parts.  This is a necessity because as long as the other has a part of your energy, you are connected and the imbalanced energy flow will continue to go back and forth.

First, do your best to determine the neediness that has caused you to attach and entangle with another.  There may be a common theme that applies to a number of people, or there may be individual cases with their own issues. These are the people that you have given a part of yourself away to.   You may also have absorbed a part of them into your energy field. 

Then, make a list of the people involved on a piece of paper.  This list may end up being quite long.  I highly recommend that you go back in time as far as you can remember to include childhood friends, teachers and significant mentors.  Also keep in mind that just because the person in question is deceased doesn’t mean that they shouldn’t show up on your list.  I have helped clients sort this out with deceased parents in particular, as energy does not automatically get returned to you when the other party dies. 

Now, work with each person on your list one by one.  See an image of them standing in front of you.  Set your intent to see or perceive your energy that they may have in their energy field.  When I do this, I look for a glowing blob of energy in their body, as this indicates energy that is yours and not theirs. 

I then let them know that I am there to take back what is mine.  If the other person indicates resistance, you are within your rights to demand that you get your energy back and proceed anyway. Stretch your energetic arms over to the other person and reach into their energy body and gather up the glowing blob of the energy that belongs to you.  Then pull it out of their body.  Thank the other person for the interactions and lessons learned. 

As you retract your energetic arms that are now holding your energy, pull that energy through a gold mesh screen to clear the other person’s energetic signature off of it.  You do not want to bring that foreign signature into your body.  After cleaning up your energy, squish it into your own body in any place that feels appropriate to you.  Welcome it home! 

As an extra step here, if you feel that you have taken in any of the other person’s energy, positive or negative, now is the time to gather it up out of your body with your hands, pull your energetic signature off of it, and send it back.  This can actually be done at any time during an interaction with any person if you feel that you have been dumped on.  It has been a long time since I have been on the receiving end of this behavior, but back when this would occasionally happen, I would wait until I was out of sight of the person in question, gather up the houcha, and throw it back as hard as I could.  Return to sender.  On some level, they always got the message! 

Do not feel that you have to go through your list all in one sitting.  Check off the people in question as you sort out your energies so that you do not lose track of them.  Add others as needed. This can be quite a project, but a very fulfilling one indeed.  Remember that you are “re-membering” yourself and coming back to wholeness and autonomy.  Good luck! 

Energy Extraction

I’d like to describe a scenario that I’ve been seeing routinely in my clients for some time now.  Specifically, it is the way that our energy field is manipulated to create more energy which is then siphoned off and used as food for off planet or interdimensional beings.  This practice can be easily seen in the world around us as the problem/reaction/solution ploy.  On a personal level, there are people who just love pushing your buttons to get a rise out of you and who then enjoy the ensuing drama so that they can feed off of that energy.  There are further examples of a much bigger scope in government, politics or the corporate world.  In this post, I’d like to address how this affects people personally.

 As we are always dealing with the microcosm and the macrocosm, one can assume that what is seen in the microcosm of the above mentioned arenas also exists in the greater macrocosm of the world of alternate realities.  I use this general term to refer to parallel realities, off planet ET worlds, other dimensions or just about any place that isn’t “here” in our concrete 3D world. 

When I do a Quantum Sphere Healing session on a client, I always look to see if any of their aspects are stuck in an alternate reality, and if that aspect needs to be retrieved.  Just about everyone I have worked on has had a part of themselves trapped in some variation of the “trigger to get a reaction which creates more energy which then gets siphoned off” scenario.  I see so much of this that I am beginning to think that everyone on the planet has this going on.  This also goes to the many stories about humans being “owned” by off planet ET races who regard us as their cattle.  That is however a story for another time. 

So let me get into some specifics about the session that I did on a client yesterday.  One of his complaints was that when he gets triggered by a certain issue, his energy spirals down and he can’t seem to be able to catch himself or recover from the spiral.  The QSH protocol involves 2 phases; the first being the clearing of heavy energy imprints from the client’s etheric body and the Luminous Energy Field (LEF) that surrounds it.  The LEF is shaped like an egg and encases the whole body.  Upon accessing this level of my client's energetic imprints, I immediately saw something very unusual.  Instead of a thin bubble-like energy skin that would normally encase his LEF there was a metallic surface.  I had the distinct impression that if I walked up to it and rapped on it with my knuckles, I would hear a hollow metallic echo. 

Attached to this egg of metal around the top at about the level of the head were several tubes that were siphoning off the client’s energy.  At the same time, a Nordic ET appeared in my healing space, and that told me that this race was orchestrating this whole structure and also the siphoning process.  The Nordics always appear to be very pale, tall and wispy, and float with their feet about a foot off of the ground.  I didn’t see specifically where the client’s energy was going, as my job was to dismantle the whole set-up and break the contract that was enabling this to happen, which I proceeded to do.

During the second phase of the QSH, the client’s Higher Self entered the alternate reality where that part of the client was stuck and did what I call a Quantum Retrieval.  That aspect of the client was absorbed into his Higher Self, and the alternate reality was sealed off and dissolved so that he could never end up there again. 

In this case, I saw the client’s aspect floating in that egg shaped metallic vessel, which was in turn floating in a dark space.  The same tubes were attached around the top of the vessel and there were beings that were feeding from the energy coming out of the tubes.  An additional mechanism showed up inside at the bottom of the vessel, and looked almost like a campfire.  This mechanism would stimulate the aspect of my client causing him to have a strong energetic reaction.   The resulting surplus energy would then be siphoned off into the tubes for the attached entities to ingest.   At that point, the energy levels of my client would crash, hence the downward spiral that he original described to me until the whole process would start up again.  He could never completely recover from these events as the energy levels at each start point would be lower than the one before. 

I can’t tell you how many variations on this theme I have encountered in others.  If you have ups and downs in physical energy levels or have any of the many medical conditions that create fatigue, you probably have something like this going on.

What to do?  You can make a very strong daily intent to pull back to yourself all of your aspects that may be stuck in realities such as these. You do not have to know exactly where they are stuck.  Just demand that they return to you.  Stay grounded and in your body at all times.  Clean up your interpersonal relationships, as others will siphon energy from you if you have the patterning to allow this to happen.  Keep in mind that if you feel a drop in energy after interacting with an energy vampire, this kind of thing is also happening to you in the way I have described. 

If you would like to learn the full Quantum Sphere Healing protocol, I will be teaching in southern California in May.  Click here for details! 

Rain Dance

I woke up early this morning to a glorious sound outside.  It was rain, and lots of it.  We haven’t had this much precipitation here in SW Colorado since the monsoon last August.  The current flow is coming over from California and the mountains are getting up to 3 feet of snow in some places.  We need all the moisture that we can get at this point, so a gloomy rainy day is not a bad thing.

A few days ago, I went hiking near Bluff, Utah with my friend Cassandra.  As we were coming back to the trailhead a breeze started to blow and some very beautiful feathery clouds started to form towards the north.  Rain for the next day was in the forecast and we took those clouds to be the leading edge of the front.  I made the comment that when the Native American shamans did their rain dances to bring in much needed moisture for their crops, they always waited for a moment like this.  There was no sense in doing the rain dance under a clear sunny sky!  They certainly knew what they were doing and when to do it for maximum success.

This brings me to an issue that I see quite often nowadays.  So many people are stuck and stagnant right now and they haven’t a clue as to what their next step should be.  It can be very frustrating!  Part of that frustration is because we as human beings have been designed with a deep inner urge to keep moving and keep evolving along the path that our Higher Selves have laid out for us. The goal is to eventually graduate from this earthly arena at some time in the future.  The natural flow of evolution, at least at this point in the grand scheme of the cycles of time, is to move upwards and outwards.  To resist those urges and flows can generate frustration, depression, stagnation and even physical illness.

Why would one resist this evolutionary flow?  Fear is a huge reason.  We can have fear of the unknown, fear of making a mistake and being criticized or made fun of, fear of financial loss, fear of upsetting the status quo in any number of ways, and on and on.  On the other end of the spectrum, some people get so utterly stuck in their particular groove in life that it may seem almost impossible to jump the tracks! 

In one sense, it may seem to take great courage to make a change.  A number of years ago I left my marriage of 25 years because the discontinuity between who I had to be in my marriage and who I was as a spiritual being became too great. I’m sure a lot of friends and relatives thought I was nuts, including my ex-husband.  It was a time of total deconstruction of my former self and it took a number of years to reconstruct a new life.  During this time I also embarked on my shaman’s path which was of tremendous help in the reconstruction.  Courage?  Perhaps, but at the time, I left out of a sense of “do it or die” self preservation. 

If one just keeps their eyes open they will see the many opportunities that abound around them.  As I have said many times before, we have been in a state of worldwide chaos and flux for some time now.  This is the perfect time for making a change and moving forward.  My shamanic training showed up through a series of chain events orchestrated by my Higher Self at a time when I needed it the most.  Be your own shaman.  If those cloudy wisps of opportunity do not seem to be showing up right now, go ahead and call them in.  Keep calling, but also keep your eyes open.  When they do show up, do your rain dance.  Revel in the opportunity being presented to you and do it with joy, not trepidation.  Take a chance.  In the greater scheme of things, there really is nothing to loose.