April 15, 2021

All the Aspects of You

Earlier today, I was sitting in contemplation, and as I was, a whole series of potential occupations for this lifetime filtered through my thoughts.  These possibilities had come up at various times before.  I started out in college as a math major, and then switched to the dental field.  After my divorce, I started my career as a shamanic practitioner and a healer. 

The potential occupations that I would have been good at that filtered through included accountant, chiropractor, crime scene investigator, CFO, botanist, fashion designer, and photographer among others.  I took some time to connect with several of these, and pictured and felt myself living a very different life than the one that I ended up with.

On the other hand, I have never had any desire to do anything other than what was presented to me in this lifetime.  I also had the feeling that my other selves were living lives engaged in these various activities at the same time that I was focused on the here and now.  I do not know if you would call these parallel realities or dimensions, or even parallel universes.  Also, from a higher viewpoint, all of these realities are happening at the same time. 

So if you want to experience an interesting exercise, sit quietly in meditation and ask for one of your alternate realities to be shown to you.  Once you get a good handle on it, just pop in as if you were really there and enjoy the sights, sounds and physical sensations.  You do not even have to use the theme that I described here regarding alternate occupations.  Years ago, I was in the habit of popping into a reality where I was married with a small child.  While I was walking along one particular hiking trail, I actually could feel my husband walking with me with our child between us.  I know that that reality existed somewhere. 

I think that this would be a great exercise to try if you are suffering form some illness and want to experience yourself in perfect health.  Make a connection with the healthy you that exists in a different reality.  Spend some time and really get into it. 

Now, we may also be talking about time travel, jumping from one reality to the next, bi-location, and all sorts of fun stuff.  I firmly believe that we humans have those abilities hidden inside of us somewhere.  Perhaps in genes that have been turned off?  So I’ve presented something here that you can play around with.  See what happens!

April 3, 2021

Babylon Arch


One of the hiking groups that I belong to is called the “Rusty Iron Trekkers”.  We live in Iron County, Utah, named because the early settlers mined and smelted iron ore here.  You can just imagine what the rusty stands for, as the members are mostly senior citizens. 

This morning, 6 of us drove south of here and hiked a trail out to the Babylon Arch.  This sandstone arch is named for an abandoned mining town near there called Babylon.  I do know that you can drive to what remains of the town, but I am not sure how close it was to our location.  Just getting near to the trailhead was a bit harrowing as the road was not really good.  We drove as far as we could and then walked the rest of the road to our starting point.  The trail is about 2.6 miles out and back with an elevation change of about 400’. 

So this turned out to be another of the local difficult hikes, although it wasn’t that far.  We were walking in deep sand and scrambling over rocks, all the while going mainly down slope towards the arch.  At one point near the arch, we slid down a steep sandy part of the trail, which wasn’t bad.  Of course, we were dreading having to climb back up on our way out. In this photo, you can see 2 of our group while we were still on the upper and flatter part of the trail.  We were headed towards the green area further out and much lower.
This is a very picturesque trail, with sandstone formations popping out all over the place. 

Here, finally, was the arch.  Very unique, but I thought it would be much larger, like the ones at Arches National Park. 

I did the hike and I’m glad that I did, but would probably not do it again.  I’ve done several here like that!  On the other hand, there are many trails here that I have done multiple times.  With the wildflowers starting to come out, I will be enjoying my favorite hikes soon.

March 28, 2021

March Launching

Earlier today, our group got together for our monthly launching.  We had a different combination of people today, with 2 not able to come, and one new person joining the group.  We were quite harmonious with our energy this morning!  Since the group was formed just a few months ago, each time we meet, we are clarifying our process and progressing energetically, too.  Most importantly today, we discussed that even though each member of the group contributes energy to sending the launchee upwards, the launchee should also put a lot of energy into launching themselves, too, since they are alone in their physical space. 

Everyone had a great journey, and we all shared our experience before moving onto the next person.  Before each person is launched, they set their intent for their journey.  My intent today was to go to a place where I can gather energy and information for creating and drawing people for a weekly workshop I’d like to start here in the near future. 

I really propelled myself upwards upon being launched, and went right up and through the portal to our universe and then out into the multiverse.  This is a familiar place, as all of those other universes are attached to each other, and always look like bunches of grapes to me.

So which one to choose to gather my information from?  The next thing I knew, I had jumped into one of them.  Keep in mind that each one is different with different qualities.  The one I had entered was composed of rainbow colors and musical tones.  The colors were swirling around me, and the sounds were very subtle and melodious. 

As I hovered in this wonderful space, I started absorbing into my DNA all of the energy and imprints from the colors and tones, only to start sending them back out from inside my body.  It was a very even flow into my body and then out, back and forth.  I then realized that I was receiving the vibrations that I could use to attract students for my upcoming group, and could radiate that out as needed.

My DNA then started to spin, the 2 strands merged into one, and then they swirled and twisted into a glowing ball.  Each strand of DNA in my body did that.  At that point, I could feel my physical body start to dissolve.  This was not an unfamiliar sensation, as I had experienced it several times before over the years.  I believe that this is the way in which a person can leave the physical plane for good, and not leave a trace behind. 

The journey was complete as the group called me back.  It is important to remember that because we create a group vessel of expanded and merged Core Essences for each person who launches, we all also share in the information and imprinting that the launchee experiences. 

After lunch, I took a nice walk outside to integrate.  Today was the first sunny and warm day that we have had in a long time.  We get a fair number of bald eagles here, especially in the winter, and I was treated to one of them soaring high above me while I walked.  A very good omen!

March 24, 2021

The Final Passing

This past Saturday, I was notified that the friend with cancer that I had written about in previous posts had passed.  Every day since I had gotten word that she was now with Hospice, I had been holding space for her by expanding my Core Essence around her.

Since I am very visual, I couldn’t help but notice what was going on with her astral body and silver cord while holding space.  Each time I checked, her astral body was in a different position in relation to her physical body, with the silver cord attached.  The first I time I noticed this, it was way off to the side, standing up.  Other positions noticed were floating prone a few feet above her body, sitting on the side of the bed, curled up in a fetal position, or not separated from her body at all.  The interesting thing about these observations was that as the week went by, her astral body stayed closer and closer to her physical.  This tells me that the morphine was hindering her separation and death process. 

Early on Saturday, while I was in a meditative state, I found myself facing her on her bed.  Her astral body was trying to sit up and separate from her physical with limited success.  I reassured her that I was there to help, and reached over and took both of her hands in mine.  After gently pulling and detaching her astral body from her physical, again with much love and reassurance, I opened up the portal to the light and ushered her through.  The shift in energy was palpable!  I could feel her joy and enthusiasm about finally being free of the body that had endured so much suffering in her lifetime. 

Now, I am sure that I helped her, but not at the exact time of her actual death.  It feels that we were working outside of time and space, where time did not exist.  Or possibly I got her started, and her process took many more hours to complete.  This is the first time that I have assisted someone during their passing process, so I am sure it will not be the last.  I have 2 aunts still living.  One at age 92 and the other at almost age 86, so unless they go suddenly, I hope to assist them, too.  

March 22, 2021

The Day After

Yesterday was the day after the "official" Vernal Equinox.  I had been out to the Parowan Gap the previous 2 nights, but the weather did not cooperate with the sunset viewing.  The weather yesterday started out partly cloudy with a brisk wind blowing, so I waited until late in the afternoon to make my decision to give it one more try.  The sky cleared up, and off I went around 6:30 PM.

As I drove up to the parking area, I saw 3 antelope running across a field.

I am glad that I dressed warmly, as it was very windy there at the viewing site, maybe 40 mph on average, and by the time I left, the temperature had dropped to the low 30's.  There were quite a few people there, too, adults and children. 

Persistence paid off!  I am so glad that I took a chance and drove out on that 3rd night.  Below is a progression of the sunset into the V of Parowan gap.  The first photo was taken at 7:13 PM, and the last was at 7:45 PM.

Now you can really see the sun sliding down the slope.
Note the band of clouds low on the far horizon.

At this point, the sun was dipping behind the cloud bank, and I thought that would be it for the phenomenon.
Luckily, there was enough of a space at the point of the V for the sun to pop out in a very dynamic way!

I considered this to be a very sacred moment, and it certainly was for the ancient people who lived here many years ago.  Because the sun was close to the horizon, it looked much bigger than it normally would.  As I stood there, I opened up my energy field completely and asked the sun, Inti Tayta, to feed me with all of that glorious energy.  If you would like to do the same, you can go into a meditative state, focus on the photo above, and pull it in.  

Here is the final photo that I took as the sun went down.

As a final reminder to everyone, even though this event was kind of a big deal, magic can be found around you in your everyday life, too.  You just need to be open to it, and looking for it.  Do not allow  everyday distractions to divert your attention from your existence here as spirit having a temporary physical experience.  By acknowledging that the Divine is in everything around you, magic can happen!