November 28, 2021

November Launch

Our on line group got together today for our latest launching.  Without going into specifics, one of the greatest benefits that we see is the ability to support each other when disturbing events happen.  That was the case today.  The support is definitely spiritually oriented, and there is mutual understanding that is not victim, shame or blame based.  I think that everyone got great benefit from our interaction today!

These past few weeks, I have been hiking a series of trails north and west of Cedar City, and have happened upon quite a few magnetite rocks strewn on the ground in several places.  As the photo above shows, it is a dark and somewhat shiny mineral, and is made up mostly of iron.  As the name indicates, it is magnetic.  The piece that I photographed fits in the palm of my hand, and it is very heavy.  I am always interested in any black stones that I see on my hikes, as those can be basalt, obsidian, or black jasper, which were all used for making arrowheads.  So I was very surprised to find magnetic stones. 

The name of the county in Utah where I live is Iron County, named because the early settlers discovered iron here.  The area where I was hiking is near those early iron mines. 

The intent for my launch today was to journey with my magnetite and find out what it was all about!  At the start of my journey, I went through a zone that was red hot and molten.  I could feel all heavy energy that I might be carrying being burnt up and dissolved.  I then encountered a large male figure that pointed me towards a very small hole that I was to enter.  I am assuming that this was some kind of portal.  Once on the other side, I found myself in the patterning of the mineral kingdom.  To me, this always looks like multitudes of tiny rods linked together by tiny balls of energy.  If you have ever seen a diagram of a molecule, that’s what this realm looks like. 

I consider the mineral kingdom to contain the framework for all physical structure.  That may be why the next stop on my journey was to what I would call the causal plane, where all manifestation starts.  I saw how intent can be applied there to start the creation of anything.  I then experienced creating an intent, and the magnetite drawing (or magnetizing) that intent back into the physical, more specifically right into my heart core!  I felt at one with the core of the earth as the patterning of the mineral kingdom started to expand from my heart outwards. 

Getting back to the magnetite, from some research and my own experience, it is extremely grounding, balancing and healing, enabling one to shed any out of balance state or emotion.  I find that it also facilitates a deep meditation state in addition to allowing one to take hold of anything that is detected in that state and bring that back to conscious awareness.  I am hoping that this will help me with my remote viewing.  All in all, when I hold a magnetite stone, I can feel a calm and balanced centeredness.  It is very comforting!

November 19, 2021

Lunar Eclipse

Overnight this past night, the earth experienced a partial lunar eclipse.  The full moon was the "Beaver Moon", and the eclipse was the longest partial eclipse to occur in the past 580 years.  I certainly was not going to miss this once in a lifetime phenomenon!

I set my alarm clock for 1:15 AM, but also knowing that I would have plenty of time to observe and photograph since the eclipse would last a very long time.  Ordinarily I would have had to drive a ways out of town to do that, but since the moon was very high in the sky, I just went out into my back yard.  

The thin hazy clouds were coming and going, but fortunately by the time of totality, the sky had cleared.  The photo above was taken around 2:20 AM.  It was a pleasant (for me) 40 degrees outside, so I sat in a folding chair on the lawn.

I have seen many lunar eclipses, but this one was interesting because the moon was very small and almost straight above me.  I was  more interested in observing a clear night sky with the constellation Orion in full view, the stars Sirius and Polaris, and the Pleiades towards the upper right of the moon, among others.  There was also the occasional shooting star.  Very magical.  

So I sat in a meditative state in the chilly air until about 3 AM.  There's nothing like communing with nature on a dark and quiet night!  

November 14, 2021

Another Big Straw

In the last day or so, I have been seeing a mental image of planet earth with an energetic dome above it.  At the top of this dome is another big straw!  Energy is being harvested from the earth’s energy field by off planet beings.  Many humans are also siphoning energy off of each other, but this is happening on a much larger scale.    “As above, so below.”  Occasionally, I have detected this kind of thing going on with a client.  Off planet beings are sucking their energy, usually from the top of their heads. 

Yesterday, I got an e-mail from a neighbor explaining why she would not be attending our subdivision’s monthly ladies luncheon.  She is afraid of catching Covid from one of us, even though the cases in our area are minimal.  She even included a link to statements that Bill Gates had said about Covid and vaccinations.  BTW, I am not a fan, and I didn’t open the link.

Much is publicized about the virus, in the news media, by so called medical and scientific experts, and from many alternative sources.  What do they have in common?  They all generate fear.  Aha!  Is this what is providing the energy that is being siphoned off of our planet’s energy field?  I think so. 

Even the most well intentioned people in the know cannot help but do this.  Helpful information is hard to find.  Why would this be?  Fear as a pattern must be built into the energy of the Covid. 

I have long known that off planet forces feed off of our fear.  Fear also weakens us and puts us in a vulnerable position in many ways.  A fearful person or population is easier to control.  It also damages our immune system, the very system that we need to maintain to stay healthy. 

Remember that a sense of safety is internal.  Safety is not created via external circumstances.  Do you want to be generating the fear that others use to control you and use you?  Of course not.  Creating inner safety is the answer.  If you feel fear coming up, the first thing to do is to ground yourself into the heart of Mother Earth.  She is our nurturer and protector.  Then proceed to mother yourself.  Embrace your inner baby and inner child.  Create a zone of safety for them.  This might be hard for those of you who did not get that from your birth mother from the beginning. Time for you to step up and create what you did not have at the start of your life. 

The goal is for you to embody courage instead of fear.  Starve those who would control you!  Do not feed them your fear!  If you are exposed to some information that generates fear, go within immediately and settle your self down.  Take a deep breath.  It may take some time to get the hang of it, but it can be done.  

November 8, 2021

Energy Vampires

This is a pertinent topic, as I am dealing with an energy vampire right now, and have been for some time.  Fortunately, this is not in person, as that would be much more problematic.  It is via the internet.  I am also a member of George Kavassilas’ community, and after one of his presentations, I see how the energy vampires in his group come out of the woodwork to grab onto his energy during the Q & A. 

So what is an energy vampire?  This is a person who looks to other people to feed them energy.  Most often this is an unconscious need that needs to be fulfilled.  They do this automatically.  There is an empty place within them that needs to be filled up.  There is also a category called a psychic vampire.  These are people who carry on like this on a conscious level. 

What causes this empty place?  In almost every case, the issue comes from very early childhood when their basic needs for love, attention, and nourishment were not fulfilled, mainly by mother.  They have a void that in actuality can never be filled up by another person.  Imagine going through life constantly searching for satisfaction, and never being satisfied. 

How do you know if you have been vampirized?  Is someone pestering you with endless questions, comments, or advice?  After an interaction with someone, do you feel drained and fatigued?  Is the person in question bent on distracting you often?  If you are distracted, your energy can be stolen easier.  On the other hand, since there are no victims, you are actually colluding with the vampire to take your energy.  This may also be through obligation with relatives or loved ones.  There can be a fear that if you do not allow this to happen, you will be disconnected from the loved one. 

So what to do?  The most important strategy that you can use is to not engage with the energy vampire.  It is important to disconnect.  Hopefully, they will realize that they cannot get what they need from you, and move on to greener pastures.  Sometimes the other person will get angry because you have cut off their energy flow.  So be it! 

Being a student of human behavior, I happen to be very sensitive to this energy dynamic.  Through years of working on the issue of being energetically available to my mother for example, I have learned to hold my boundaries.  She was not very happy about that! 

So I leave it up to each of you to determine if this is an energy dynamic that is going on in your life.  Are you the vampire?  Are you being sucked on?  It’s up to you to determine!

October 31, 2021

October Launch

Today our on line launching group got together for another fabulous gathering.  In the US, today, October 31st, was All Hallows Eve, Halloween, and more importantly, the cross quarter day of Samhain.  I am a firm believer that the significant solar dates such as solstice and equinox, in addition to the cross quarter days, pack an energetic punch.  These are great days to do ceremony, get together with like-minded souls, and even spend the whole day in meditation. 

We each needed to express an intent as we were lifting off.  Since I had no specific issue at hand, I expressed my intent as “Take me to a place where I need to go”.  That worked very well!

As soon as I launched, I shot up like a rocket.  The next thing I knew, I was going through rings of light, like small hula hoops, one after the other.  They seemed like portals from one dimension to the next.  Everything was going pretty fast, and I did not know if I was perhaps traveling into another universe altogether.

I ended up in a zone that was unfamiliar to me.  I started hearing a very subtle sound, in between a hum and a buzz, but it was not externally audible.  It was all around me, but also in my body.  So very hard to describe.  I labeled it to be an energy and a vibration at the same time.  The word “force” came to me.  This energy was dissolving all matter into nothingness.  I instantly saw how this force could be applied to carving and levitating multi ton megalithic blocks of stone, purifying water, and even manifesting food in one’s hand. 

I have known for a long time that we humans had these abilities at one time, as it is in our DNA, perhaps the dormant parts.  I created a second intent for the journey, and asked that whatever parts of my DNA that hold this ability be turned on and activated. 

This theme has shown up for me several times before, and in different ways.  It feels like I am putting a giant puzzle together!  I have also decided to spend more time in meditation, now with the days getting shorter.  More may be revealed! 

October 30, 2021

Yet Another Fun Event

Just when I thought I’d experienced way too much fun here in Cedar City, we had yet another interesting event this weekend.  It was the Cedar Livestock Festival.  This is a really big deal, as the city is surrounded by ranches and farms, and agriculture and ranching has been a tradition since the first settlers got here.  There are the usual horse and cattle ranches, but the main domesticated animal here is the sheep.  The sheep are taken up into the mountains with a shepherd and his dogs for the summer, and brought back down into the area for winter.  The festival even included a fashion show featuring only handmade clothing made of wool.  Some of the models wore award winning creations from the nationwide “Make It With Wool” competition. 

But I digress.  On Friday there was a kid’s rodeo.  They start them young here!  I caught the goat roping competition for boys under about 9 years old, and it was a real hoot. Here are the goats waiting to be manhandled by the kids.

On Saturday there was a parade down Main Street.  It surpassed the 4th of July Parade by a lot. One of the first time highlights of this year’s parade was the driving of a herd of Texas Longhorns down the street at the beginning of the parade.  They were brought in from Kanab, Utah, and caused quite a stir.  The bystanders were warned ahead of time not to make too much noise as they went by so as not to start a stampede.   


Antique restored tractors.


Pickles the miniature horse entertaining the crowd.

Huge farm equipment.



The shepherds are all provided with a small camper and provisions for their time in the mountains looking after the sheep. Some of these are really old and have been used for years.


Even the kids learn to ride early.

The informal name for this parade is the “sheep parade”, as the main highlight that everyone looks forward to is the herd of local sheep that run down the street at the very end.  For some reason this year, they were late in arriving, and we were entertained by country and western music over the loudspeakers.  Some people were dancing or singing along while waiting. 

Of course, the sheep are tightly managed by people on horseback and off road vehicles, so they do not run amok all over the place. 




After the parade, I went home for some lunch and then right over to the Cross Hollows Events Center for the rest of the activities.  There was a rodeo going on, lots of venders, and even a Dutch Oven cook off.  Restored antique tractors and cars were on display. Here is an antique fire engine.

There were several “pull” contests going on, including a kids pedal tractor pull, and the antique tractor pull.  The goal of any pull is to see who can pull the largest amount of weight the farthest.

The pull that caught my attention the most was the draft horse pull.  I was mesmerized.  Draft horses are very large and are designed for farm work.  They can weigh between 1400 and 2000 pounds, and they work in teams of 2.  Most if not all of the horses that were at the festival were Belgians.  They were purchased from the Amish from several Midwestern states and brought out west.  The Amish breed them and then use them for plowing and pulling heavy wagons, since they do not use any mechanized equipment.  When the horses are about 5 year old, they are sold off for mainly pulling competitions and demonstrations. The horses seem to enjoy this activity very much.  Here they are.




Here is the weight that they were pulling.  By the time I left, they were winding down and the weight was up to 8300 pounds. Only a few teams were left.
I was winding down, too.  It had been a full day.  I have to say that I just love living in an area where the people live so close to the land with their crops and their animals.  Utah is also the number one state for physical fitness as evidenced by the many avid hikers here.  As spiritually evolving humans, living close to the land is the way to go! 

Happy Halloween everyone!