Chaos

 

Life is kind of crazy right now, right?  This latest round of crazy started around the time of last month’s lunar eclipse on March 13^th.  It felt to me like the veils were pretty thin about then, leading to the awareness of many energetic phenomena, especially at night.  I know that I had some strange goings on at that time.  This was followed by the Vernal Equinox, which served to amplify any energy that was happening at that time.

We have been having much unrest in the realms of finances, politics, and weather.  Whether you are experiencing some of this depends on your chosen life path and uncleared karma.  If we go by the premise that what is happening around you is just a reflection of your inner state, the goal is to shift your inner state to see a different reflection.  Stay grounded and in your body, and be awake and aware at all times.  Hopefully all of you have either some self healing processes that you can use, or a trusted healer that you can call on in times of need.

Life as we know it is rapidly changing, on the inner and outer planes.  The old and outworn aspects of life need to break up and break down in order for the new to manifest.  Sometimes this can be a slow and gentle process, but in the case of humanity and our earth mother, time is of the essence.  The changes need to be fast and dynamic. 

We are riding a giant wave of evolution.  The key is to stay on the peak of the wave and not slide down into the trough.  Keep your vibration high in any way that you can.  Do not fall into a lower vibrational state that would be hard to pull yourself out of.  Do not engage with the current chaos.  I find that the liberal use of the energy of gratitude works wonders, and I mean having gratitude for everything, the good and the bad, as all is serving a purpose right now. 

In the New Years post that I wrote the end of 2024, I saw that the chaos and disconnect would last for the first half of this year of 2025.  Things should even out by then.  Do your best and be prepared for the new you to emerge.  You can do it! 

Equinox Day Plus One

 

Today, Friday, was on the tail end energetically of the Vernal Equinox energy.  Since next week is supposed to get hot south of here in St George, I decided to head down there today to partake in 2 different activities before then.  BTW-St George is on the NE tip of the Mojave Desert, and it will be getting up to 90° there in a week.

My first stop was at the Desert Rose Labyrinth located in Ivins, just NW of St George.

Unfortunately, our local indoor labyrinth has been closed for several months now, so the Desert Rose is an excellent alternative, as long as the weather is not too hot.  I was the only one there today.  My contemplative walk around the labyrinth was serene and relaxing.  Wonderful!

Stop number 2 was further south at the Anasazi Trail Petroglyph site near Santa Clara.  It is a bit of a hike to get there, but it is worth the trek to see the largest concentration of rock art in the area. 

All in all, what a fine way to wrap up the elevated energy of the Vernal Equinox.                            Happy Spring everyone!

Equinox Evening

Yesterday was a beautiful blue sky day, so I decided to drive to the Parowan Gap to observe the Vernal Equinox sunset.  Unfortunately, misty clouds started rolling in from the west as I was driving.  The eastern sky was still fairly clear at that point. 

Here are the clouds to the west.

I decided to push on, as even though it is nice to get good photos of the sunset, it is the energy of the event that counts.  As always, for equinox, I intend to receive the energy of healing and balance.  The sun was not visible for most of it. Here is the progression of the sunset through the clouds. 

I was not alone there, either.  There were 2 guys who had set up camp nearby.  They had tents attached to their Teslas! 

One of them was also drumming during the sunset. We had a lovely chat afterwards.

I never know what I am going to find when I go there for either solstice or equinox.  Sometimes I am the only one there, sometimes there is a crowd.  Spring Equinox is usually the most sparsely attended, perhaps because the weather at that time of year is not the best.  Nevertheless, unless the weather is really dreadful, or I am out of town, I do go.  It is my 4 times a year kick start!

Equinox

 

Overnight today and into tomorrow is the Vernal Equinox here in the northern hemisphere, and the Autumnal Equinox for the southern hemisphere.  Either way, it is a time of year for ceremony, introspection and intending.  The equinoxes are all about balance in one's life.  Your imbalance  might be physical, as in a health issue, emotional, or in the way of lifestyle issues.  It's time to do some sort of ceremony.  I like to do a burning bowl, but you can simply write your release and positive outcome on a piece of paper and set a match to it outside.  Your higher aspects will get your message and hopefully present you with some life changes.  

I have been watching our weather here in SW Utah, and tonight looks like it will be the best for going out to the Parowan Gap  to enjoy the sunset.  It will be chilly with possibly some snow on the ground, so I will bundle up.  If all goes well, I will post again tomorrow about that.  There is a several day window for the equinox, so you have enough time for your own ceremony.  

Have a good one!  

Nighttime Messages

For some time now, I have been aware that we each have a “team” that exists in the unseen realms. They are here to assist and guide us.  Through my work with Angela Zabel and Ken Lloyd, that reality has become more concrete for me.  I am not talking about channeling them, as many people do, but I do occasionally call on them for assistance, assuming that my requests are heard and acted upon.  During my recent trip to Hawaii, some of the hiking was pretty tough.  I asked my team for help in hiking out of the very deep volcanic calderas, and also used Ken Lloyd’s self healing techniques on my sore muscles later in the evenings.

I also go through a process when I lay down to go to sleep at night to clear out any heavy energy that I might have picked up during the day.  After that I ask my team to do any additional healing work on me that I may need, and download any needed information.  Sometimes that can lead to a pretty sleepless night!  Not that I am conscious of what is going on, just that something is happening.

Last night was unusual.  I woke up around 2:30 AM.  The key to getting back to sleep involves quieting my mind as best as I can.  Before I could do that, some messages came through.

Now, I have been divorced for many years, and hardly give it a thought anymore.  I do however occasionally think about the big choice points I have had in my life, and where I would be now if I had chosen something different.   Leaving my husband was a huge choice point that I can see in retrospect.

A calm female voice started speaking to me as I tried to get back to sleep.  She told me when I had decided to leave the marriage, I was at a point in my spiritual evolution where if I stayed in the marriage, I would have majorly derailed my path and purpose for this lifetime.  I was so exhausted back then, that all I could think about was to get out and take care of myself.  I started my shamanic training shortly after that, and in spite of that healing work, it took several years to get back to my “real” self. 

My ex husband died suddenly 17 years after the divorce.  What would my life have been if I had stayed through to his death?  The soothing voice told me that it would have been extremely difficult if not impossible to get back on my path at that point.  Wow!! 

My decision to leave the marriage must have seemed like a snap decision to others at that time, but I would like to believe that some higher aspect of myself had somehow and in some way urged me to take that step.  Where would I be if I hadn’t done that?  There is no way to know for sure.  I do know that in retrospect, it was the right thing to do at the time. 

In conclusion, we all have higher aspects and a team that are here to guide us through life.  The trick is to listen to the subtle nudgings that come from these wise ones.  Take plenty of quiet time for yourself, treat yourself humanely, and listen!  Don't be afraid to act on your intuition.