The Matrix and the Signal Line

This past weekend, I completed my Intermediate level class in CRV, Controlled Remote Viewing.  In short, CRV is a process by which the viewer goes through a very structured protocol to gather information about a specific target.  The target is always hidden from the viewer, so this is very much like putting together a very large puzzle without the master picture to look at as a reference. 

So where does the viewer go to get the requested information?  There are many names for this location, but we can call it Source, the matrix, or perhaps even the Akashic records.  The viewer then connects with what is called the signal line that comes from the matrix.  This signal line creates the location, person and surroundings that are being viewed.  The ultimate goal is to grab onto this information, which comes through one’s subconscious nature, and bring that information to consciousness. 

A week ago on Sunday, we had our monthly launch here, and I alluded in my last post that I took a second journey that I would write about later.  Well, here it is.  My second journey involved investigating the matrix and the signal lines that emanate from that matrix.  Keep in mind that what I am describing is my impression of this process, and I am translating the energy of the journey into words. 

The matrix looks like a field of bits of information that appear to be minute particles.   Streaming from this matrix are what are called in CRV jargon, the signal lines.  They look like an infinite flow of tiny thread like streams of energy with tiny squares at the ends.  These squares are freeze frames or snap shots that create the target that the remote viewer would be describing. 

So now I saw a representation of how the matrix creates our reality.  At this point, I started manipulating the speed at which the signal lines were delivering the information into the physical world.  As this process sped up, the signal lines became less distinct and merged together.  The creation of our reality became one seamless flow, and I was no longer able to perceive the various squares or snapshots that could be seen when the action was slowed down to a snail’s pace.  To see that, I slowed down the flow from the matrix once again. 

I then traveled up through the matrix and beyond, as I am always curious to find out where the patterns for our reality come from.  I have experienced this before, where several layers of ET controllers led to only one very large being.  So that begs the question of what truly creates this reality.  At about that time, I was called back from my journey so I didn’t investigate further. 

Another Universe

Earlier today, our launching group met for our monthly get together.  I haven’t described the process in a while, so here it is briefly.  We sit in a circle on the floor with the launchee in the center.  One person serves as the shaman, one person sits at the feet of the launchee to help them re-anchor back into their body when their journey is finished, and one person minds the timer.  The rest spread out around the circle.  Everyone expands their Core Essence at once, and when the launchee is fully expanded, we all fling her expanded consciousness out as far as we can, and then wait for the prearranged number of minutes while she journeys.  At the end of the chosen time frame, we assist her to get back into her body and share information on the journey.  We then rotate around and do it again until everyone has had a turn. 

Everyone needs an intent for their journey, even if it is pretty general, such as “Show me something I need to see”.   Sometimes the intent is not formulated literally until the person is in the center of the circle getting ready to be launched.  In my case today, my intent came to me as soon as I woke up this morning.  In the back of my mind I kept seeing a mandala quite similar to the photo at the top of this post.  It followed me everywhere!  I finally asked about what it was, and was told that it was a portal.  So my intent today was to explore this portal.     

Now, our universe is full of portals, or stargates.  They are shortcuts that can be used to get from point A to point B.  There is a portal at the center of our earth that can be used to travel to any other galaxy, star or planet, as they all also have the same at their cores.  Back last fall when I was investigating the energetics of Göbekli Tepe in Turkey, I traveled through the stargate near the star Deneb in the Cygnus constellation, which led me into another universe altogether.  That is what happened today, but it was a different portal into yet a different universe!

As soon as I was launched, I expressed my intent to travel to and through the portal that had been following me all morning.  I didn’t get there instantly, however.  I found myself traveling rapidly through a long tunnel, or worm hole, that was almost see through.  I glanced behind me and saw not only the launching group following me, but quite a few other people. 

When I popped out of the tunnel, the stargate was dead ahead.  I entered the center, and it felt like I was burrowing deeply down into the middle of a colorful multi-petaled flower. 

The real surprise came when I exited out the other side.  That is when I realized that I was in another universe altogether.  The environment felt like I was under water, and there were organisms that were swimming all around me.  They were small, and looked like translucent squid.  They were also all completely identical!  I could see them joining together to create specific living forms, and then separate again and swim away.  At one point, multitudes of them came to me and attached to every square inch of my body.  I truly felt that I was one of them at that point.  Indeed, I probably have an aspect in that universe, or else I wouldn’t have been drawn to go there in the first place.

I tried to determine what the hierarchy of that realm was, in other words, what was the controlling force that was direction all of these swimmers, but nothing showed up in that regard.  I did drift up through their “dimensional” bandwidths, but the higher up I got, the finer the energy was.  It appeared to be like layers of delicate pale colors.  I ended up in what I called their source energy.  When I visit our Source, the energy is a glowing buttery color.  Their source felt like I was floating in milk.  In both cases, source is a place of no motion, no thought, and utter peace. 

My time was then up, and I was called back into my body and back to the group.  One of the things for everyone to realize here is that there are quite a few universes that are adjacent to ours, and that we probably have aspects in many of them.  We can also travel to these other realities through portals or stargates directly without going all the way up through our universe’s dimensions and out to the multiverse and then entering another universe in that way.  I am not sure if we can call these parallel universes, as the energy is so very different from ours.  You can feel that different ambiance as soon as you enter one of these.  The laws of physics and motion are very different, too. 

I did do a second journey today that involved my current study of Controlled Remote Viewing.  I wanted to investigate how and where the patterns of information come from that are being viewed by the viewer.  In CRV terms, it is the signal line that is coming from the matrix that creates the scene that is being investigated.  Hopefully I will have time this week to write about that, as it was quite interesting!  But for now, we are finished.

Caesarean Births

This is a topic that I have been very interested in for quite a number of years now.  That is, the popularity of Caesarean births.   Years ago, I rarely had a client who was born this way.  Now, as the years have gone by, it is so common, that I have to ask every new client if this was the case for their birth.  Just asking if there were any birth complications is not enough, since most people do not think of this manner of birth as a complication!  I am also getting second generation C-section clients, and if I live long enough, will probably see them in the 3^rd generations, too!

So what is the big deal?  First of all, I am not talking about Caesarean births as an emergency medical procedure.  Those have been going on almost as long as humans have been on this planet, and in times past, almost always resulted in the death of the mother and perhaps the child, too.  I am talking about the shift in the medical establishment that has caused this to be the preferred method of birth for a variety of reasons.  It is either a trend, or for some mysterious reason, women’s bodies have become incapable of delivering their own young, which I highly doubt. 

When I was a child, the trend was to remove tonsils.  If there was any sign of chronic ear infections or sore throats, out they came.  I had mine removed, and never had an ear infection after that.  Of course, antibiotics were not widely used back then, either.  Now, it is rare for me to have a client who has had their tonsils removed. 

Getting back to the Caesarean births, here are the problems as I have experienced them with my clients.  For us as humans to have the energetic patterns to effectively make our way through life, we need to be imprinted with the push, relax, and push again patterns of mom’s labor.  This enables us to move forward and persevere, no matter what.  C-section people don’t have this patterning, so they generally float their way through life quite often unmotivated and goalless.  Because they are removed from mom’s womb suddenly and without the “warning” from the process of labor, a lot of these babies literally go into shock because of the sudden emergence.  Imagine suddenly going from a safe warm enclosed environment to a bright, chilly and possible loud place.  I would suspect that there is a higher incidence of soul loss at birth because of this. 

Depending on how the surgery is done, there may be no bonding with mom.  If baby is taken away before that brief bio-chemical-hormonal moment occurs, it can never be recovered.  So the result is a person that has difficulties bonding with others in addition to having difficulties making that all important inner connection. 

Another complication with the Caesarean birth is that one is usually born without a grounding cord.  This also happens when there is a medical complication of any kind at birth.  The patterning for being intimately connected to our Earth Mother gets passed along to the new born baby if everything about the birth is normal and natural without any medical complications.  If this does not happen at birth, the result is a person who may be floating through life, ungrounded, without drive or goals.  Does this describe your life as a c-section baby?

What can you do if you are in this situation?   I always say that if there are issues with the birth mother, it translates to issues with the Earth Mother.  Grounding and firmly connecting to the center of the planet, her heart core, should be your first priority.  Perform your grounding exercise daily.  Being firmly anchored to the planet is necessary for you to progress with any endeavor.  I also have to mention that if one is not grounded, I would consider them to be out of their body most of the time.  With this kind of situation, a person’s health usually suffers. 

Another helpful practice would be connecting with your inner child every day.  Once that relationship is healed, you will have successfully bonded with your inner self.  That will take you a long way to repairing the lack if bonding with mother from your birth.

So in a sense, you are starting from square one as if you are just now being born. It’s never too late.  Embracing yourself and embracing the Earth Mother on a deep intimate level are the keys to healing any residual damage from a Caesarean birth.