The Original Wound

 

This past Sunday, I took the opportunity to go hiking in the high country near Cedar Breaks National Monument.  The day started out partly cloudy, with even a few rain sprinkles, before shifting to high clouds with blue skies in between. 

The combination of the rhythm of the walking and the high elevation, today at 11,000’, always puts me in an altered state where interesting insights can be had.  Today was no exception.   (BTW—walking a labyrinth or visiting an ancient sacred site does the same thing.)

So as I was walking along, I started expanding my Core Essence, creating a bubble of higher dimensional energy around me.  I always feel that doing so is a great way to engage in the natural world while walking outside.  Suddenly, in my mind’s eye, a being of light appeared.  He was all in white with an unusual headpiece on.  It was very flat and wide.  I queried him and got that he was one of my higher dimensional guides from the level of my monad, and my galactic level of consciousness. 

As I continued to walk and expand, my sense was that my Core Essence was being converted into to a crystalline substance, much like a multi faceted clear quartz crystal.  Very cool!  This crystalline energy field continued to expand and envelope my whole body.  It became as large as planet earth, then our solar system and eventually as large as the Milky Way Galaxy and included all of the solar systems in our galaxy.   I was connecting with the crystalline aspects of all of those.  It looked like a giant latticework of energy.  Not a grid per se.  For me grids are composed of horizontal and vertical lines.  These connecting lines created triangles, squares, and the whole variety of complex geometric patterns.  Apparently one of the skills I have this time around is to be able to hold space for the entire galaxy through this crystalline grid. 

 I then focused once again on my crystalline Core Essence and noticed a nugget of a black/red substance, about the size of a small grape, inside of it.  “What is this?” I asked.  The being in front of me said that this was the “original wound” and that each person has this. 

The way I understand it is that when our spirit essence dropped in density and left the realms of unity and entered the realms of polarity, the experience was so shocking that we were each wounded.  Our essence was fractured, split and traumatized, as we had never experienced such a dark and dense energy before.  This resulted in the states of being that we have been living with ever since, which includes separation, competition, Judgment, greed, avarice, hate and suffering to name a very few, and on and on. 

Between me and the being of light, we managed to remove most of this dense nugget of energy.  There is still a bit of it left.  Behind it was revealed a glowing orb of light, which turned out to be a portal leading back into the realm of unity consciousness.  The original wound was blocking the way back out of this dense reality. 

So how does one remove this wound?  I don’t think that pulling it out would completely do the trick.  It is a matter of one’s own spiritual evolution towards the qualities of unity consciousness.  As one lives with and embodies the qualities of self love and love of others, compassion, joy, gratitude, allowing, generosity, etc, that wound should start to dissolve.  Then that doorway back to our greatest self will open wider and wider.  When the time comes, we can just pop through! 

What a wonderful hike full of great stuff.  BTW—as that being started to fade away since our task together was finished, I heard him chuckle.  He said that what I had just experienced with my Core Essence had nothing to do with a heart chakra, the color green, or the Emerald Ray.  Good to know!

As I was heading back to the trail head, a coyote ran by.  That was a first for me there!  Above is a photo that I took at Cedar Breaks on my way home.  More rain was coming! 

8/8 on the Mountain

 

What a special day yesterday!  At the last minute, I decided to drive up to our local mountain peak to do Lion’s Gate ceremony and receive attunements.  The photo above shows Brian Head Peak, in greener times.  We are in the midst of a pretty good drought right now, and everything is drying up and turning brown, especially in the high country.  The top of this mountain sits at 11,300 feet, and is home to a very powerful vortex.  Before I moved to Utah from Colorado, I actually did a journey where I saw the vortex from above. It looked like a giant search light beaming up from the peak.  

Also, during August and September, local sheep ranchers move their flocks up to the high country to graze and live in a cooler environment.  This practice has been going on since the first settlers got to the area.

So off I went.  It is about a 30 mile drive to the top of the peak.  Not bad.  As soon as I got off of the main road and onto the dirt road leading to the top, I encountered the sheep.  They were all over the place.

What was interesting was that the sheep protection dogs were lying in the road.  They looked pretty uncomfortable.  Normally they would be hanging out with the sheep. 

Here I was at the top.

The shelter that the sign is referring to was severely damaged a few winters ago.  110 mph winds blew the roof off!  In a few weeks a crew of volunteers will start the restoration process.  It is a historical landmark and a nice shelter in case the weather suddenly gets bad up there.

I brought skulls Tashi and the Traveler with me, and set them up on the ground in the center of the vortex, and then later on a wall of the shelter.  While they were getting energized, I worked with the heightened energy to bring in any activations and attunements  due me.  I got a pretty big whammy!  I asked to connect further with the Sirian High Council and the energy in general coming from the star Sirius.  The skulls also got imprinted with these energies.  I left a small crystal there as a thank you. 

You can also see Cedar Breaks from the peak.

As a side note, the week before, I found 2 mountain bluebird feathers on a hike not far from there.  The night before the Lion’s Gate, I was given a third bluebird feather in a dream.  Shortly after starting down the road from the mountain, I encountered a flock of the same bird!  I was getting a message, which was transformation and passage into happiness and fertility.  Wonderful!

The same sheep, and dogs, were encountered on the way back down, and the shepherd on his horse.  The foliage is pretty dried up, and I do not know where they were getting water, either.  No rain in sight.  I had to go slow and honk my horn to get by them.  They really did not want to move, which is highly unusual.

My last stop on the way home was to Cedar Breaks National Monument, which is near the mountain.  There were very few people there yesterday, which was nice.  Always uplifting to hang out there for a bit. You can see Brian Head Peak in the distance.

Today, I feel more of a presence with my Sirian connection.  I know that this will expand as time goes by. 

Lion's Gate

 

This coming Friday, August 8^th, 8/8, will be the peak of the energetic alignment called the Lion’s Gate.  This is an annual alignment between the Earth, our Sun, and the star Sirius.  This alignment creates a potent portal for spiritual transformation and spiritual growth.  Even thought the 8^th is the peak, this alignment started on July 26 and will end on August 12. 

The energy from Sirius will be amplified at this time.  The ancient Egyptians had a strong connection to Sirius, as evidenced by their temple art and ceremonies.  It was the celestial manifestation of the goddess Isis.  When it first rose above the horizon in early August, after being below the horizon from the middle of May, it indicated the start of the flooding of the Nile.  A very special time indeed for the ancient Egyptians. 

I was on Malta a few months ago, and all of the ancient megalithic temples there were built with their central passageways pointing towards either the rising or setting of Sirius as seen looking south across the Mediterranean Sea.

Whatever your connection with Sirius may be, this will be a very potent day for meditation, introspection, and setting intentions.  There will be increased spiritual awareness, enhanced intuition, and a deeper connection to one’s inner self.  Please take some time for meditation or ceremony on Friday.  Take advantage of the powerful energy that will be available.  I am assuming that a few days before and a few days after will be quite powerful, too. 

I have a strong connection to the Sirian High Council, and hope to unite with that group on Friday.  In fact, during one of my visits to Egypt years ago, I traveled to them while laying in the sarcophagus of the King’s chamber in the Great Pyramid.  That was quite an experience. 

If you have any interesting experiences, feel free to comment below.  Perhaps you will hear from me again, too! 

The Cosmic Web

 

Lately, I have been mulling over the concept of “time”.  It is of course a construct of the 3rd and 4^th dimension.  When we work with past lives, ancestor patterns, traumas of the past, memories, cause and effect, history, etc, from our perspective, we are dealing with the stream of time.  Once one takes a perspective that is above all of that, time no longer exists.  Can we live from that higher perspective on a daily basis and still lead productive lives here?  I am not sure. 

I do a lot of walking, and quite often get into an altered state while doing so. The other day, I asked to be shown what it is like to be totally in the now moment and outside of time at the same time.  I then watch as my physical reality faded away to be replaced by what I am calling the “Cosmic Web”.  I was floating in a space that was full of these very thin and translucent crisscross threads that formed a grid like pattern.  I briefly looked down at my body only to watch it fade away.  Because I was walking, it was impossible to hang on to this scene.  I did get a good glimpse and impression of it, though, and plan to explore further. 

One might also call this the web of consciousness.  There are connections all over the place.  Thoughts can travel instantaneously from one place to another without the constraints of time.  Quantum entanglement cones into play here, too, where what happens to one particle is reflected in the identical reaction of the other and entangled particle. 

There is a concept of the “Time Weaver”, as someone who can sense, stretch or collapse time lines at will.  The concept here is that time is malleable and can be manipulated and shifted for one’s own uses.  Imagine what life would be like if one had that ability. 

Back when I was training students in the practices of Peruvian Shamanism during classes in Cortez, Colorado, the topic of “folding the road” came up.  Several students had described instances of traveling from point A to point B on the highway in a time frame that was much shorter than would be expected, sometimes by many hours.  They had no idea on how that had happened.  I now surmise that their Time Weaver archetype had been activated.  BTW, alien abductees often describe the same thing.  The time between when they were taken and when they were dropped off does not equate to what they perceived as an actual time frame.   I suspect that there are many off planet races that have mastered the manipulation of time, in addition to using the fold the road process to move from point A to point B instantaneously.

An example of this would be if you take a piece of paper and mark an X on one spot, and mark another X on another spot.  If you then fold the paper so that the X's connect, you have folded the road.  There is essentially no space between the connected X's!  

Years ago, I read a book entitled “Stalking the Wild Pendulum: On the Mechanics of Consciousness” by Itzhak Bentov.  It was first published in 1977, and then republished in 1988 by his wife years after his death.  I still have my 1988 copy.  Amazingly, Amazon still has this book for sale!  What Bentov wrote was pure genius, and he was way ahead of his time in the study of consciousness.  He was killed in a plane crash in 1979, and unfortunately the world never got the chance to find out what other cutting edge information he would have imparted.

Considering my level of evolution and understanding back then, I probably did not get most of what he wrote.  I do remember one thing after all of these years.  When describing the pendulum that is referred to in the title of the book, he determined that at the end of the pendulum’s swing before it started its motion in the return direction, there was a millisecond of no motion, which caused a no time event.  During this no motion/no time event, the whole cosmos opened up.  It is during this millisecond that one could experience their infinite and omnipresent nature.  In other words, experience who we truly are as creator beings.  How powerful! 

So, I encourage each of you to do your best to be in the now at all times.  This is your no time zone, where past and future are not concerns.  This is when the omnipresent you can create your divine life in the here and now.