Compressing and Clarifying

The condensing and compressing of our individual human experience has been going on for some time now.  When I tuned into the energy of humanity today, it felt like a monumentally huge groan was being expressed by everyone on many levels of physicality and consciousness.  How much more can we withstand? Our Earth Mother is groaning, too.  Maybe she is getting ready to give birth to her 5^th dimensional self at last! 

Some friends and clients of mine have been struggling with personal losses and disconnects ranging from deaths of those close to them to breakups with partners and friends.  Grief and suffering are strongly felt with these dear souls.  I am also tuned into the situation in Egypt and the struggle that the people there are engaged in just to achieve a measure of freedom and autonomy for themselves.  So much stuff is coming up on many levels to be resolved and transcended and what no longer fits must go. 

What is happening is that we are being compressed and squeezed at the same time that the vibration of our reality continues to accelerate.  The effect of this is to clarify and purify our beingness.  Certain aspects that do not serve us are being thrown out at high speeds as if from a centrifuge gone wild.  What will be left is a nugget of pure gold, our eternal essence that will proceed on from here. 

Another way of looking at this is to picture an hour glass.  Only a small stream of sand can go through the narrowest part.   If a chunk of sand is too big, it cannot go through at all and must be left behind.  We are throwing off those chunks so that our clarified essence can pass through that narrowest part to a new realm of existence, in other words, we are rebirthing ourselves.  

What is this new realm that we are heading for?  We may not know until we are there.  As this is very much an internal journey, it will look different to each one involved.   We do not need to suffer our way to that destination, either.  The baggage that we are carrying can be let go of even if we are not quite sure of what it may be.  If you are addicted to suffering, grief, regrets, attachments, what ifs, should haves or a whole host of other heavy emotions, now is the time to fling them out of you.  You cannot take them with you to your final destination. 

As always, going within regularly is the most important thing that you can do.  An interesting article showed up on the internet yesterday having to do with the one habit that most successful people have.  Oprah was mentioned prominently in the article along with several other well known names.  That habit is some form of daily meditation, contemplation or introspection.  This is where successful people get their inspiration and guidance, and I would suspect, a good deal of their motivation, too.  We cannot assume that their lives are any easier than ours are right now, either.  We are all in the same boat.  It’s just a matter of what tools you have in your tool box that can be used to negotiate through what is going in your life.  I hope all of you have a master mechanic's box of goodies!  

Rainmaking

We are currently in drought conditions here in the southwest.  Our area is lucky in that we have had no major wildfires so far this season.  Other parts of Colorado and the southwest have not been so lucky.  The annual monsoon is just starting up, and I thought I’d do some experimenting in the quantum field to bring in some rain.

When you enter the quantum field, you are in the “everywhere and everywhen” of all that exists.  In other words, you can access any energetic pattern that exists.  This is what I do when I go into the Quantum Sphere to do healing work.  I thought, if it works for healing, why not for changing the weather.  Keep in mind that I am very aware of the problems that can occur if one tries to shift a big weather pattern, such as a hurricane.  One area may be spared destruction only to shift it to another locale.  When working with the weather, I limit myself to my immediate area. 

Here is a simplified version of what I have been doing for the past 5 days or so.  I lie down and get comfortable, making sure that there will be no distractions.  Next, I expand my core essence until I perceive a shift in the energy around me.  This puts me right into gamma and the quantum field.  It is important to spend enough time with this step and don’t rush it.  If during this process you feel that you have dropped out of this space, simply stop and re-expand your core essence.

Next, I contact that aspect of myself that resides in a dry waterless environment.  What is interesting here is that I don’t always end up in southwest Colorado in real time.  It is my distinct impression that I have also tapped into past lives where I live in desert-like surroundings.  That makes sense because in the quantum field, you can access everything all at once! 

At this point, I start to shift the energy.  I do not create a shift in the dryness around me.  Instead, I shift myself internally to reflect the sense that I am now in a rainy environment.  I feel rain falling on me and then actually become the rain.  I now am the rain.  I take the time to feel this to its fullest and also to feel the gratitude and appreciation that goes along with welcoming this state. 

Finally, I expand this internal rainy state to encompass my geographical area, and hold this energetic shift for a bit.  I let it go without expectation and come back to a waking conscious state. 

This is an example of making changes by being the change, not doing the change.  The universe will reflect back to you your version of reality, so the internal beingness will result in a shift in how the universe sees you, and the external change will eventually manifest.  Consider, too, that the higher your vibration, the bigger and more encompassing is your arena of influence.   

The process I described here can be used on any internal and therefore external shift that you wish to make.  More than one application of effort may be necessary to achieve results, and you may see gradual and not sudden changes.  I encourage you to play around with this and see what happens.

How this will shift our drought remains to be seen.  We are having more rain in the mountains and some brief sprinkles down where I live, so there is hope.  New Mexico and some parts of Colorado east of here have had rain this week.  I will continue my efforts, but there is no scientific way to tell if that is having an effect.  It’s just fun to go through the process!

The Big Brown Cloud

This morning I woke up to the strong smell of smoke.  That can always be a bit disturbing as it is a reminder to me of the time I lived in Montana during a busy and destructive fire season.  Fortunately, nothing was on fire in our area, and instead the winds had shifted overnight.  The smoke was from the South Fork fire that was burning about 130 miles to the east of Cortez.  I spent the day with itchy eyes, and scratchy throat, with the windows closed in spite of outside temperatures in the high 90’s. 

The brown cloud I am writing about today is not caused by any forest fire, but is a cloud of negativity that some people carry around with them.  Depending on how you perceive energy, this can appear as a brown smokiness in the auric field or literally a brown cloud hovering around the person’s head.  If you are not visual but sensing or kinesthetic, your body will have a reaction when you encounter the brown cloud around someone else.  You may feel uneasy, experience a drop in your own energy levels, or feel like you have been slimed.  For a sensitive person, it can be quit uncomfortable being around this cloud of negativity.

What causes this?  Certainly untreated or low grade depression can.  General negativity or a “bad attitude” towards life can do it, too.  A basic conversation with those with the cloud can leave you feeling just as down as they are. You just can’t get away fast enough.  In the movie “The Cooler”, William H. Macy plays a character who works for the mob to jinx gamblers who are on a winning streak.  Talk about a big brown cloud at work! 

I find that there is a big mental component to the creation of the cloud, too.  We have no way of knowing what thoughts are being repeated in people’s minds, but in these cases, there is a lot of self judgment, self attack, and mental self sabotage involved.  There may also be health issues, drugs or alcohol at play here.

When frequently being around those with this issue, you may find that the size and density of their brown cloud may ebb and flow day to day according to how they are feeling energetically, emotionally or physically.  I do know that keeping one’s energy field moving is essential, and exercise is great.  Scientific studies have shown that regular exercise is more effective for depression than medication is.  Keeping grounded and in the body is also necessary for the heavy energy that builds up to drain out of the energy field.  Of course, attending to any chronic negative patterns is a must.  In “The Cooler”, William H. Macy’s character reverses his negative trend by falling in love. 

What do we do when in the presence of someone with a brown cloud?  That all depends on your sensitivity and tolerance levels. I find that even though I may like the person, I need to take them in small doses.  Maybe the lucky ones are those who aren’t aware of the cloud in others.  Ultimately, it is up to the individual who knows that they fit the brown cloud category to look into the patterns that are creating the issue.  

Sensitive versus Empathic

All empaths are highly sensitive, but not all highly sensitive people are empathic.  This is a topic that came up during the Quantum Sphere Healing class that I taught in Los Alamos a few weeks ago.  According to Elaine Aron, author of “The Highly Sensitive Person”, about 15 to 20% of people fall into the highly sensitive category.  If you would like to find out if you are highly sensitive, you can take an on line quiz at http://www.hsperson.com/pages/test.htm.  If you do fall into this category, it would be worth your while to get her book. 

I didn’t realize that I was highly sensitive until I ran across this information shortly before I got divorced in 2000.  I was so relieved to find out why life had been such a struggle for me.  It seemed like I was constantly fighting to keep my head above water emotionally and energetically.  Looking back, I would describe my childhood as being very stressful and repressed.  There was always lots of drama in the house hold between my parents.  My mother was also  determined to mold me into her idea of the ideal child, so the pressure was always on in that regard.

A highly sensitive person is much more tuned in to their surroundings than a non sensitive would be.  This includes seeing more details, noticing nuances of events, feeling emotional currents, observing people’s reactions or even appreciating the finer points of art and music.  I find that this is why I am good at bird watching and botany.  I also pick up much more information on a client during a healing session than most other healers would. 

The down side is that we trend to get over stimulated and overwhelmed by externals such as loud music, crowds, emotional drama, and group events such as parties or meetings.  It wasn’t until I was a single adult that I learned to give myself permission to skip events that I knew would be too much for me, or, if I did go, I would quite often leave early.  This was not something that was possible in childhood or while attending an activity with my husband. 

I have worked with several clients in my practice who consider themselves to be empathic.  This seems to be an inherited trait.  Empathic individuals are always highly sensitive, as they notice and feel almost everything that is happening around them.  The big difference is that instead of just noticing what is going on, they also take in or “taste” the energy of the person or situation.  Unfortunately, at least for the people I have worked with, they are then stuck with the energy that they have merged with.  If that energy feels bad, heavy or scary, the empath reacts by blaming the other, projecting and pointing the finger.  The “other” is labeled as dark, destructive or harmful to the empath.  The end result can be big issues around socialization and intimate relationships.  Their health can suffer, and many start to live a hermit like life style as a way of protecting themselves. 

 

If anything, the highly sensitive person tends to fall into self blame when life doesn’t go well because of the reaction to over stimulation. They can also force themselves into situations that do not support their sensitivities because of job, social, family and relationship pressures. 

The tendency for the empath to ingest energy to know it never goes away.  The key is for that person to firm up their boundaries, stay grounded so that they can dump any energy that they have taken in that is not theirs, and know themselves well enough to be able to tell what is theirs and what is the other’s. Being proactive about the energies that they engage with is helpful, too. 

In both cases of the empath and the highly sensitive, knowing themselves intimately is the key.  For the highly sensitive, know your limits and have enough inner self support to stick with a plan that is the best for your sensitive nature.  For the empaths, know that you have a tendency to merge with the energy of another and know yourself well enough to be able to determine what energy is yours and what is theirs.   

Tired of Being Tired

Have any of you been noticing this phenomenon in your life?  It is the feeling of being tired down to your bones even when you have gotten a full night’s sleep?  Or thought that you have gotten a full night’s sleep!!?  How is it possible to wake up in the morning already exhausted? 

George Kavassilas has posted his latest episode, number 12, on Super Woo Radio, which is a Chakra Round Table discussion.  It’s excellent for those of you who would like to gather more information on what the chakras are and how to remove them.  His wife Cynthia made a comment about being tired of being tired.  She said that it is a soul fatigue from the eons that we have been on this journey through the density of our chosen experience on our evolutionary path.  We are so done, yet not quite fully finished with these experiences.  This may be why we often see people exiting this earthly realm seemingly prematurely.  Their bodies cannot sustain them any longer. 

I have noticed this unusual and unexplained fatigue happening to me off and on since after the Winter Solstice of last year.  Luckily, it is not a constant feeling.  I do have the sense that there are not enough hours in the day to get everything finished.  The body may need a nap, yet napping is difficult because there is also the underlying drive to “do, do, do”, even during dreamtime.

We also may be processing so much that we are not aware of.  Because of the accelerating vibrational state that we are all living in, stuff will be pushed up to work through.  Much of this will be done at night, thus leading to the waking up already fatigued feeling.  It may not even be our personal stuff, as you may have a soul agreement to process for humanity or our Mother Earth.  A big job indeed! 

I was listening to some Phil Collins songs on my way to go hiking today, and here are some of the lyrics from “Love Police”.  

Sometimes I lie awake, wondering if I'll make it out of here,

but the wind blows round my heels, so I stay

I remember lying there, wishing I could be someone else

trying to find somehow to get away.

If I asked him nicely d'you think he'd show me how to fly,

'cos the dust has weighed my wings down, and I'm too tired to try.

We have a lot of dust on our wings, don't we?  It's been a long journey, and we are all a bit frazzled.  Don't give up, as we are nearing our destination.  It may not be the same destination for everyone, either, and the timing may not be the same for all.

I'll give you my standard advice here.  Take care of your bodies and get some exercise every day.  Spend more time in nature.  Say "no" more often and be willing to eliminate activities and obligations that weigh you down.  Pare down your possessions and really examine any non-supportive or draining relationships that you are entangled in.  Be willing to let those go, as those people may be on a different path than you are and both of you need to be free to follow your heart's calling.

Here's the biggie.  HAVE FUN.  If it's not fun, don't do it!!!  Any activity that you engage in should leave you feeling better afterwards.  That should help get some of that dust off of your wings!

Summer Solstice 2013

As I write this post, it is the evening of June 19^th.  In this part of the US, the Summer Solstice will take place at 11:04 PM on the 20^th, Thursday night.  This is a great time to honor with gratitude and appreciation our Father Sun and our Mother Earth.  We would not be here for our experiences in the physical if not for them.  The Earth Mother provides the raw materials for our bodies, and also provides our sustenance in the food we eat, the air we breathe and the water we drink.  Father Sun provides the energy that keeps this whole realm alive.

In the Peruvian traditions, we are talking about Inti Tayta and Pachamama.  In the Southern Hemisphere, they will be honoring their Winter Solstice. This is the shortest day of the year for them during which the return of the Sun from its farthest point away from the land will be celebrated.  It is the time to start planning for the next fertility cycle with the crops and the domestic animals.   In Cusco, it is party time with days of parades and evenings of rock concerts and fireworks.  

For us, we will be celebrating the longest day of the year.  If you have the opportunity, it is a nice time to do some sort of celebration, too.  I will be having a fairly large group of people here at my house for a fire ceremony.  Most of them are new to this type of ceremony and some are new spiritual seekers as well.  Part of the ceremony will involve everyone expanding their core essence and filling our sacred space with their higher dimensional energy.  Sharing sacred space around a sacred fire with the almost full moon overhead will be delightful.  

I send my blessings to all of you for a very wonderful Summer Solstice filled with the light of Father Sun and within the deep embrace of Mother Earth.

Alternate Realities

Last week I worked with a new client using the Quantum Sphere Healing protocol.  With this work, you never know what will show up and I am frequently surprised.  I suspect that what I will describe here was a result of a combination of the issue and energetics of the client and the next step in the evolution of my healership skills.

Of course, the client’s identity is confidential, and I will only be addressing a small part of what was done in her session.  Her intent was to resolve and tie up loose ends that were lingering from her interactions with a somewhat well known spiritual group.  She had been involved with this group in the 90’s, things had ended up badly, and there were some issues that were still affecting her life today.

The first interesting energetic that showed up was during the clearing of her pineal gland.  Our pineal holds all of our genetic patterning that we have inherited in addition to any distortions that have been introduced into our ancestral line. In this case, I could see that the client had numerous "attachments" hooked into her pineal gland.  These looked like tiny balloons that were floating around her head and were connected into her pineal by tiny threads.  I looked inside these balloons to see what was there, and in this case these were all people that were associated with her former spiritual group.

As the clearing work proceeded, I popped into an interesting dreamlike altered state which was highly unusual for me.  I suspected that there was also some mind control involved with this group.  As the pineal was being cleared, all of the attachments were being dissolved, too.  The really interesting part of this was that as the attachments were being dissolved, I was connecting to the many alternate aspects of each individual that had been attached to her.  I also had the feeling that she had never met some of these people in person, but that they had attached to her through her work with other individuals in this particular group.  The whole thing felt a bit surreal as I watched the clearing take place.  

What would cause these attachments to be there?  We do have to remember that all is by agreement, and our plan is formulated before birth.   Either this is an unusual case of heavy entanglement on many levels of reality or more of this will start showing up in my healing practice. 

Another significant part of the QSH involved a Quantum Retrieval.  My client’s Higher Self entered the synthetic reality of her former group.  Very interesting here!!!  As I followed along behind her Higher Self, I found myself once again floating through a very dream like reality.  All here seemed very light filled and pleasant on the surface, but the core of darkness and decay underneath all of that was very obvious to me.  Very creepy.  I then noticed that her Higher Self had started the retrieval by absorbing more than one aspect of her.  Normally, the Higher Self just has one aspect to retrieve.  In this case, there were multiples.  

So what to make of all of this?  With both the attachment removal and the Quantum Retrieval, I was dealing with aspects of my client and the others that existed in parallel realities or alternate timelines.  Starfire Tor calls them co-existing timelines.   We all probably have many aspects that are living other lives concurrent with the one that is our present focus here on earth.

 

This is the key.  Our focus is here during this time of transition, evolution and the great opportunity to achieve autonomy and freedom.  It is the time of the Great Re-membering.  George Kavassilas has said that by shifting here, we will affect all of our other aspects that exist in other realities.  This does not mean that we have to sit back and wait for our shift to affect the others.  You can intend to bring back all of your various parts, no matter where they may be.  A good time to do this is before you drift off to sleep, while you are out in nature taking a walk or when you are in a meditative state.  You will find that your aspects will tend to come streaming back into your core essence.  They will bring back their energetic gifts and you will feel more whole and empowered each time this happens.  Look at it this way.  They will be joining all of the action here on Planet Earth instead of sitting on the sidelines waiting to be asked to play!