This morning our
launching group had our monthly event here at my house. After a lively discussion, which I may write
about later, we got down to business. Before
we did our actual launch, I told the group about the current difficulties I was having
with a professional associate. Let’s
call her Jane. Jane is extremely
scattered, overloaded with work, and out of her body most of the time. That affects her work on an ongoing
basis. That in turn affects my
understanding and absorption of what she is teaching. I have had to go outside of the teachings to
other available resources to fill in the blanks, and so far, I am OK with that. Nevertheless, it is an ongoing source of
irritation to me. I also feel that I
have been thrown off my center a bit with the whole situation.
My intent for my launch
was to recover my center and once again source from my core and greater
self. As soon as I was launched by the
group, I found myself drifting upwards towards a very large energy formation that
looked like a rainbow colored amoeba that was constantly shifting and
swirling. It was quite beautiful!
When I entered and
merged with that swirling energetic form, wouldn’t you know it, there was
Jane! At this point, I assumed that
I was at my monad level, which means that if she was there, that our souls are
related to each other within that particular monad. Distant cousins so to speak. That was the connection, and perhaps why I am
bothered more that perhaps someone else would be with what was going on. When I encountered her within that colorful
swirling mass, she was in a panic, frantic, clearly cracked or damaged, and hanging
on to me and sucking my energy. Now, the
sucking was not evident in our 3D interactions, but it is interesting to see
that something like that can occur at higher levels of our personal energetic
upline.
I also detected a
consciousness “above” me that was observing the action. I surrendered to that higher aspect and asked
for some sort of healing or resolution.
What happened next was a surprise.
Jane’s energy field actually merged with mine, and I absorbed her into
myself. Not something that you would expect
considering the situation! Somehow, I
was able to heal her damage. Jane then
individuated away from me in much better condition, and went on her merry way
as a much more autonomous being.
My journey was not
yet done, as I found myself in the 9th
dimensional center of our Milky Way Galaxy.
This is where our Universal Light Seed is installed as a part of our commitment
to drop further down in dimensions to experience all of the realms that have
been birthed by this Great Mother. My
seed looked like a bronze colored tear drop, and it had a tiny “ding” in its
side. When or where this happened, I do
not know, but I have not felt entirely solid since coming back from my trip to Turkey and Lebanon this past October. Something
energetic must have happened there that threw me off of my center. Perhaps the big energy at Gobekli Tepe? Maybe it was when I traveled through the
portal in the Cygnus constellation to another universe, and did not fully come
back. BTW—being able to go through
portals and not leave a piece of myself over there is an ongoing work in
progress.
So my seed was
repaired and reinstalled, and as I started the journey back into my body, my
time was up and the group was calling me back.
There are a few interesting points to mention here. Even
though I did not use resolving my issues with Jane as the intent for my
journey, it did show up anyway. We need to
trust that our higher aspect, or Greater Self, is in charge of us at all times. Now, will there be any noticeable change in
the situation? I don’t know, and the
best is always to let go of any expectation that anything different will happen.
Another point to mention
is that we are all entangled with others on many levels, even though we may not
realize it. Certainly, if there is an
issue with another person, there is either big karma or a distorted soul connection
or both. Work through those issues as
best you can, with grace and understanding.
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