As most of you might
have noticed, my posts have gradually gotten fewer and farther between. It’s not that things are not happening in our
inner and outer worlds, but that I am not getting a strong urge to write about
them right now. As I took a nice walk
around my neighborhood this morning, I tapped into the energetic of this change
in activity.
The structure of
this shift in energetic activity showed up this morning as a sine wave. Sometimes I am pushing ahead and up to reach
the peak of the wave, and sometimes I am gliding easily down to the
trough. Then the action repeats. So it seems that I have hit a peak and I am
now gliding down to the low or slow point.
This feels very organic to me, and who knows how long it will take for
the upswing to start. The focus now will
be more internal than external. Everyone
needs that from time to time, too!
A few things have
also been taking place on internal levels. One of the major struggles in my life has been trying to balance the
hermit within me with the opposite polarity of the public persona. I was extremely shy as a child, and yet often
found myself being pushed to the front of the class, or a club or organization
to speak, take charge, or take on some important task. As I have gotten older, I’ve gotten much more
comfortable with this and also realized that the hermit in me was not a healthy
persona to take on full time. Even now,
however, the hermit does come up, especially since I do occasionally need private
quiet time to regroup. I have to honor
this and not fight against it, and of course, balance is always the key.
This does not mean
that I am “retiring”! Posts will still
keep coming, but only when I have something important to write about, which
could be sooner or later! I just have to
wait and see what shows up. I have also scheduled 2 more Rise Multiversity
“Tools for Transition” workshops on July 16th and August 27th. That will wrap up the series nicely, and then
I will allow guidance to point the way to where my work with Rise will take
me.
Some of you may also
be experiencing this right now, so it may not be just me. It may be the calm before the storm, or an effect
from the very hot weather we have been having here in the southwest lately. The upswing will show up eventually, and rest
assured that I will continue to post when guided. I do prefer quality over quantity, don't you?
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