I don’t know what else to call it. A few days ago I woke up to the feeling of
absolute dread. It’s the feeling that
something huge and awful is heading my way, and there is no way to stop it. I
am falling down into a bottomless pit with no hope of rescue. The apocalypse is imminent, and we are all
going to be annihilated in short order. This
sounds sort of dramatic, but it is the best way to explain the sensations I
feel when this happens.
To this day, I do not know what causes the arrival of the
mood. Of course, nothing dire and drastic proceeds to happen in my immediate
vicinity, but that doesn’t mean that nothing has happened somewhere else. Luckily, these occurrences have gotten rarer
with time, and last a shorter amount of time.
When I first noticed the mood happening, it could last a few days off
and on, especially if it was in the dark of the winter months.
You may or may not experience this, or have not up until now
but may in the future. Your experience could also be different from
mine. It does not matter if you
know where this heavy energy is coming from unless it happens often and you’d
like to get to the bottom of it. I
always recommend starting with the self before going out any further to find a
cause. You may be carrying energetic
patterns for deep depression, for example.
Or have recently ingested something that did not agree with you. Perhaps you have taken on some heavy energy
from a friend or loved one. Tracking back
to what you were doing just before the mood descended may help find the origin. If one of these is the cause,
take measures to remedy the situation.
The clearer you are energetically, the more likely the cause is
something outside of your self.
If the cause is not immediate to you, you could be tuning
into a planetary disaster in the making, an earthquake or volcano erupting, or even
an emergency situation happening to someone close to you. Many people are
sensitive to earthquakes, although the symptoms may not be what I have
described. What about something
happening within our solar system? A CME
erupting or an asteroid passing too close to the planet perhaps.
We also all carry the genetic memory of disasters and
extinction events that happened to our ancestors. Barbara Hand Clow writes about this in her
book “Catastrophobia”, where she talks about the events that happened to our
planet between 15,000 and 11,000 years ago.
The wooly mammoths were frozen in their tracks up in the tundra, and Clovis man was wiped off of the face of the earth during
that time. When the mood arrives, has our
genetic remembrance of that time been triggered? This also explains why apocalypse themes have
been popular from time to time for many centuries.
Let’s get crazy for a minute. What if every so often a big wave of particularly
negative thought forms gets sent out from the matrix just to throw us off
balance? Some people may not feel it,
some may recover just fine, but some may be thrown over the edge into
insanity. What a way to keep the population on their toes!
What to do when the mood pops up and brings you down? As I have never been able to pinpoint a
cause, I just deal with the energy. A
few days ago, I sat with it for a while.
When that started getting a bit creepy, I expanded my core essence to
raise my vibration, and returned to my normal state. I can see how someone could get addicted to
sitting in that energy, but that isn’t the healthiest thing to do. If we suddenly hear of many people having these sensations, then we will really know that something is coming down the pike for all of us. Stay tuned!
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